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2010-06-29T19:46:00.002+08:00

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What could stand before You as You chose to embrace

2010-06-24T01:43:00.006+08:00

There is this: we always grow old.
Grow old but may not grow up.
And grow old to what?
To this dark place where it stops you from maturing.
Negativity are always there and i gradually feel that
it is this that is ruining this society.
There is always this unharmful joke that could be breaking one's heart unknowingly
But gradually, this joke grows to become an insult
And you don't think it is.
And thats why people always like seeing people getting ridiculed
and not see people getting honoured.
And i admit sometimes i have too.
And why.
Because its hard to find positivity here
Well, except in yourself, in you.
Thus grow up!
Let's not just receive
but also give encouragement to those who fail
and honour those who did well!
Here is my 1 post/month my body clock been weird today.
GOODNIGHT.

Red Rain Concert

2010-05-24T14:44:00.003+08:00

It has been long long long long long since i last blogged
but just want to say its has been very great this few months..
LOVE hanging out with faithful friends!
well.. this weekend has been great!
I am very thankful that did Livefeed for red rain concert
because its just plain amazing!
Love wat i am doing right now :)
just see the lights the songs.. and
everything..
Just everything
And this everything is bout this concert for God
excited to see new faces next week :)
Also excited to do things
new things old things..
all for God!
So excited!
not going to let results or maybe insults pull me down
because i am going to conquer them all!

A long but short day

2010-01-19T22:23:00.003+08:00

Haven been blogging because i dun really use my com.
DAh. i dun nid it when i got my phone now.
but just feel that its great to have God by your side
though life isn't really that great everyday
but living by faith has been good
like even though its a bad day but there's one master you can count on
And there you suddenly feel happy
And this feeling is great
even though sometimes not many ppl around me can understand
but yep.
life is good but its will be great in the next few weeks
so many plans to do!
hope that none of the plans are destroyed
cause every plan i will be doing is really awesome.
thinking of that makes me excited!
ok times to end.
lastly..maybe if the next time i post..
it will be how awesome that my plans have not been destroyed
None at all.
haha

Lance corporal ttm!

2009-12-29T19:53:00.003+08:00

Don't kinda get it,
Why do people just so care about ranks?
like its their life. their only hope
Well thats life in some place
Don't really want to commit my time into this
Cause even if i team up with some of them
Who only scorn at the sight of the mere low rank
Its just make the ending part unfruitful, so unproductive
Thats why i rather plant my roots on other grounds
Anyway life is great!!!Today is not totally hopeless
Cause one person is like agreed to come for Zone F this week!
LIfe is great!
Thank God ttm for my BlackBErry
Got it instead of a Iphone!
HULLA!
Came back from malaysia yesterday and i bot a lot of SUB shirts too
In the end thinks that Sub shirts are way cooler than Topman
topman there 50 % discount but bot nothing..quite waste man
But still awesome !!!
Can't wait for countdown for new year!

The day after boxing day

2009-12-27T02:38:00.004+08:00

Currently in Malaysia. haha
Its seems like i will always blog when i am overseas
Christmas ended. =)
Meaning that a new year is coming
Love it. Can't wait for school starts
But thinking of it..
i cmi for Lf duty on christmas day
and recording for cch on boxing day
makes me feel like crap
But i know that there are still ways to serve
Many ways to rise even higher
'Do not worry'
I love these 3 words
haha
And i realise when people like actors and other..
Hint 3 words.
Is either 'i love you' or 'i forgive you' or 'lets break up'
But think that 'do not worry' is better
To a certain.yep. 'certain' extent =)

Miracle

2009-12-19T02:18:00.002+08:00

Can't believe i am blessed like so immediately.
BF is finished ^^
And amazing things happen.
Amazing.
Received a voucher of $200 from MOE yesterday
Ands its like WHAT!
a voucher for good progress for study
GOsh!
First time man
A great miracle muhaha!

its time

2009-12-17T03:04:00.003+08:00

Super cool!
Time for a little conviction
Time for an improvement!
Now time to sleep!

Pray

2009-12-17T02:15:00.001+08:00

i forgotten to say the good things!!!!
theres one guy from other church
who asks mi to pray for him!
though its like a small things to pray about
but feels super cool!
Pray Pray Pray!

Super tedious

2009-12-17T01:32:00.003+08:00

I hate quarrels
because i knew nothing good will happen
and i knew i would never win
not tat i dun have this ability to win
is tat sometimes after you win
Wat happens
things get worse.
Anyways..
i went out with parents to somerset
bot a eastpack
then 3pm can't go pm even when they are going home
'Why so supertitious?'
(translated from chinese)
lol
dun noe wad she is talking about
if only she knows when she is sick...
sucks to be me
lol
right now talking to HS
totally random!

Painkillers

2009-12-16T01:59:00.003+08:00

They are just medicines, or also known as drugs.
but is like such powdery substance can be a pain killer,
can be so interesting
- its like relieving the problems
and/or - holding back your problems temporary
but the pain come back when the numb effect is gone
PAIN is a KILLER
Had 3 teeth extracted today and its like no feeling
Was like half asleep during the whole period!
5 hours sleep sometimes is a good thing yeas
Then visit HS without Nicholas, Cheryl and Marcus
but he last minute went out...
so i went to visit Yihui house with marcus
During the journey to there conversation super cool
Enjoying myself whenever talking to marcus
Went for Leader's meeting after that!
First time and its was wow
SO many people
its like a service like that
Mans another great day gone
Time is running out!
Don care all those ban liao!
Conquer life ttm now!

Listen with your eyes

2009-12-10T00:03:00.004+08:00

A little girl came home from school with a drawing she'd made in class. She danced into the kitchen, where her mother was preparing dinner.
'Mom, guess what?' she squealed, waving the drawing.
'What?' she said, tending to the pots.
'Guess what?' the child repeated, waving the drawing.
'What?' the mother said, tending to the plates.
'Mom, you are not listening.'
'Sweetie, yes I am.'
'Mom,' the child said, ' you're not listening with your eyes.'
From Mitch Albom 'have a little faith'

Sometimes we often took these small things like the air we take for granted
Those things like trust is important but sadly its what people always take for granted.
Personally i too, sometimes take these for granted.
But everyone is imperfect. =)
That why i never asked for perfection.
Even though i always longed for.
haha..
Anyways today was great
Men United CG and shopping with Jordan and Aloysius!!!
Bought a TopMan shirt in Orchard Ion ($99)
Thanks my parents for sponsoring!!
BLESSED!
and the computer mouse too. I can get back to com again
Excited for saturday! Tug of war! also can't wait for services again!
I loved getting peace in my heart on a lovely Saturday afternoon! lol

November is life!

2009-12-01T00:20:00.009+08:00

This November is one of the best month ever! ^^
This is really what i loved about life.
This is really amazing.
This is really life!
Talk about these 4 weeks, Whacked!
Though Mondays are boring, its good getting prayed up and refreshed
Tuesdays are great, just some of exercise and warm up for the week
Those Wednesdays are cool, awesome people to talk and share
Thursdays are wicked, games of Gunning shoots and aims
Tired Fridays, but fun are coming up
Saturdays are awesome, raising up hands and rising up spirits
Sundays are Superb! Musics are just meant to praise and family dinner is always great!

December! its equally or more than busier and awesome!

CHEF

2009-11-26T20:04:00.003+08:00

This is not the best time for my mom to get sick!!!
Heal the sick!!!
Piang!
So now like everyday starting from now except the weekend
Must reach home 5pm just to cook DINNER!
o.O
super cool!
i will be an expert chef soon!
just tasted my soya sauce salmon!!!

Narrowed

2009-11-25T18:37:00.004+08:00

Should i say good or should i say bad..
never mind
shall not describe today..
Now, i really think it is quite hard
To adapt to this worldly world.
I dun feel real in front of the world
Thank God I had this revelation while walking home
'Love is simple, why make it complicated?
The best way to love is just to love them.'
At least the rest of the whole journey i was feeling better
Smiles smiles smiles.
Edmund is not Edmund without smiles =)

Laser tag finals

2009-11-22T02:29:00.002+08:00

Today was awesome ttm!
Just that if arsenal were to win sunderland just now.
Its can be even better
But i did not really feel so sad because i know i am enjoying life now
Whos cares soccer clubs anyways.
Glad to see people back in church like 2 weeks of absences. =)
And also some like 2 months of absences
Sermon was great
Faith make you happy
Its sounds so simple yet so true ^^
Laser tag was good!
Though didn't manage to make it for Mshs' team
Cause its too late the timing
But still manage to play
Still lost. XD
That makes it 5/5 games lost for me.
DIAO
But its still fun yea
at least i am the 2nd last to die today
hahaha

Hectic holiday ~~

2009-11-21T01:08:00.002+08:00

Holidays has 3H
Hectic
Hope
Hurray
Right now is hectic man!!!
Waiting for messages..
I beginning to see a vision too
END of holidays
Combined F6- 80!
F61- 22!
My side- 4!
Super awesome
And i found out a super funny realisation
The girl which i don't know who went to my class chalet
Was from HOGC F3.
According to Hang Siang
GOsh
Thats it
Nights

Exciting

2009-11-18T02:10:00.003+08:00

Another great day!
Went for amazing race!
tiring but super fun
Fun ratio is higher!
Run and run around the whole Singapore.
Talk together. So cool.
Train my legs yea!
Its like 2 weeks since i last really exercise my legs
Is really excited towards life man
Life is such an exciting word
Attack life!
...plus i realise people enter my blog so secretly man!
Too secretive!
haha
when i met them
I talk about that subject
then they say.
'I know. your blog got said'
!?
but i have nothing to hide haha
going to rest now
then Class chalet the next day.
Shall really think of this..
What qualities must leading one person should have.

awesom-zy x3!

2009-11-12T23:49:00.003+08:00

Think think think
Inspire inspire inspire
Plan plan plan
GO GO GO!
Halfway already this week!
haha. superb!
i think must study soon
or else exams next year can't catch up ^^
But i think i know the meaning as 'soon'
But stll good.
I got 25/30 approximately for chinese o level mcq.
but i dun think compo will be that good
cause that day blur ttm...
Miracles miracles miracles
now to think bday cards in my mind!
my inspiration will led me~~~!

Awesome past week

2009-11-09T00:13:00.003+08:00

This past week is just WICKED AWESOME!
school and lessons can be fun
Xrave was WHOOPS!
esp the lazertag, though we like lost 2/2 games,
But worth playing for!
Zone F service was great!
Fear factor was cool, not as scary as expected
Cause never qualified. XD
Plus Livefeed today was ever best!
TV shows are nice
Moments of truth is like scary, but fun to watch
Can't wait for mom and sis to come back!!
They just come back from Vancouver to Seattle
Thats all.
But no all!
next week is even better! exciting holiday!
Cutting hair with Zhang Tong tmr
Since tuesday is O level.
I will conquer!
Goodnight..=)

Back in Singapore

2009-11-01T22:05:00.005+08:00

Blog briefly.
Back in Singapore. sigh~~~
i miss america. lol
i would live in Los Angeles if there is a chance
The house is like so big
Such a delightful place =)
But in the end, i will just have to admit
that Singapore is the best place for me..
Best.
sort of.
I don't like singapore's hot weather now.
I miss USA cool misty wind.haahaha
I will just need to adapt to the hot weather again

So today take 18 hours flight home
And its terrible.
Finally reached home.
Went for service.
THink that i can faint anytime
But i have the strength to endure
Actually its quite easy to endure
But hard to concentrate
In the end, thankfully
managed to absorb the sermon mostly
Reward: Impact

Time to sleep
I can faint anytime now.
During this whole period blogging
I almost fell asleep like 4/5 times!?
Power.=)
i shall treasure the memories.
and my sleep.

2nd day in Las Vegas

2009-10-27T09:13:00.004+08:00

October 26. 6.13pm (US time)
So. Finally can use internet
this few days have been quite fun
Universal studio, HOllywood, Disneyland. now las vegas
going grand canyon tomoro.
the one i have been anticipating since this trip
then back to carlifornia and back to singapore
Part of me want to stay here in US the whole holiday
But..dun think can. lol
i am sick of western food.
and also. i think i want to go back
For two reason.
YOu will know.
Yep.
i hope i will reach singapore before 2pm on this sunday,
THen it will be an awesome week
Time to go.
going down eat dinner
Have to see lots and lots of
SLOTS machine Again
You can almost touch them man

First day in LA

2009-10-23T07:00:00.005+08:00

I am in LA!!!!
After like 20 hours of traveling on plane..
Finally reached.
So bored now.
Because now we are having free time to rest..
So gonna post

I realised during this 20 hours period
A lot of things can happen
While during the whole time im plane
Watched Sister keeper,Angel and Demons, and many more.
Listened to Ipod..
Ate breakfast, dinner, lunch..
Super jet lag man
Now in Usa date is still October 22...

Plus during the whole flight.
I was like thinking about everything
Yep. Everything
How everything went right
and
How everything went wrong..
And i think if both were to accumulate
on two different sides of weighing machine
It would just have balanced.

And you wouldn't believe..

How thoughts can conquer your sleep
How awaken i became after listening to the whole playlist of my praise and worship songs in Ipod, before dozing off after i switched off my Ipod .And the last song is Above all else.
That it cost 9.50 USD to get internet access..For one day.

Time to close
Gonna to eat dinner in 1 hour time
Fast food!
I gonna get a breakthrough
53kg!!!

Bon voyage

2009-10-21T23:04:00.003+08:00

It’s better to declare the truth and be rejected than to withhold the truth just to be accepted..
One good message that i received today.
Beginning to miss some people already..
And i haven even set off!!!
OH man.
HAHA
But its will be a fun trip.
Shall miss HOGC!
and also everyone around me.
Goodbye Singapore!

Above all else

2009-10-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

No eye has see
No ear has heard
Unfailing love
Far beyond words
The cross I see
Your blood redeems
My imperfection
Your hands divine
Come shape this heart of mine

Here I stand, thirsting for You
Here I am, surrender to You
Let my life be Your clay
Mould me in Your way
Here I stand, desperate for You
Here I am, a vessel for You
Let me life sing Your praise
Bring honour to Your name

Beauty unfolds
Joy overflows
Your grace begins
This treasure within

Above all else
Above all else
We exalt You
We exalt (You)

I love this song !!!!

Passed.

2009-10-18T00:11:00.008+08:00

This week had been awesome. Miracles can be seen!
This few weeks, as you might have known, its the results week.
Then this guy i do not want to mention, told HS that he will go service only if he is promoted to Sec 4.
And Prayer really works!
He (sort of) passed the promotion criteria to sec4!
He was like the past few weeks so worried about his exams.. But i realised that nobody in this world need this word 'worry' in his life.
Indeed I do not have to worry about these types of things. After all, all these exams stuff are not really that important..Intially just want to excel and do well academically and then after that excel in your career so that it will keep parents happy. That you can go out more often and do not wish to be nagged or banned.
But found out that the most important thing to it is to be a great testimony to others. That being committed in church can also means that you can do well in other things too.(except for my cca...)
My parents are happy with my results. (I think), judging from the absence of any scoldings from any of my parents =)
Now i think i can go out more often, not like my September holiday!!! I went out today until 10pm and i only get a phone call,not scoldings. not like september holiday that time just 1 minute after service ended and my parents already called me like 2 or 3 times...
Change!! I just love the twist of events!
From bad to Good
Superb!!..
Well, i do not know that that guy will keep his promise whether he will go for service once it is confirmed he had promoted to Sec 4. But i will believe. and so will everyone yea.

Result

2009-10-15T21:19:00.002+08:00

Been feeling so bored this few days after school starts...
been really addicted to dota back again. -.-
and its all because of one game. just one game..
Exams result is quite good...
Every subjects have improved!! (except for a math)
Only happy with my
Emaths, Geog and Higher chinese
Cause i got first in class for E math!
Cause i got second in class for Geog!
Cause i finally passed my Higher chinese!
Optismism can be a really powerful feeling..
Because you it would not stop you from giving up
If not i would have given up everything.
Tomoro will receive my last paper- ENGLISH
And tomorow there is SERVICE!!!
Pastor Kong Hee is coming!!
I had never seen him before..
Cause last time never went everytime Pastor Kong is coming.
I will ask TODAY!

The past few days..

2009-10-13T16:59:00.006+08:00

These few days have been so fun!!! Really enjoyed myself.

Saturday: Pledge Day. Service is great. So funny sitting next to Alvin Peh..

Sunday: Family Day. Morning played soccer with Nicholas Luo and some familiar people from other zones in Tampinese Safra. Woah. 3 hours of soccer after like 1 month absence of soccer is quite tiring.. but fun man!

Monday: Made passport before trvelling to clinic and waiting 2 hours for flu vaccine.. Super bored man.. and she finished injecting me in 4 minutes..

Hanged out with Cheryl, YX, Aaron, HS, Alvin Peh, Denzel.. Played arcade and watched movie 500 days of summer..the movie is average..only the beginning part is funny.. and the way YX laughed is also funny too.. Such a weird love movie.. Dun even think it is a romance movie at all.. reminds me of Time Traveler wife.. I waited for 2 months man.. But in the end because i said i went to watch but in the end went for some stuff i forgotten so i missed it.. SIAn

But overall its an enjoyable day yo!

Tuesday: Played cage.. Not that fun..i think i would go play with Nicholas and the rest more often than the usual Kallang.. yep..

My feet are so sore now.. 2 soccer days in 1 week is tiring. Esp since my stamina has dropped like a parachutist dropping down the sky in full force without any resistance.. XD

Tomoro.. RESULTS day.. not excited at all. haha

Took some photos

OUTINGS

EOY exam over!

2009-10-09T18:46:00.004+08:00

Exam over! yay
4 more antibiotics left. tomoro will be the last
Revival...
10 is possible.
Though all the people i asked dun really wan to come
Have faith that there will still be 10
And more and more.
Yep..
My flu seems missing now.
So happy
So i can go out tomoro
But dad just called me from Malaysia
Made me suddenly help so guilty
But its ok.
The thought of going service tomoro cheer me up
HAHA.
Exam over..
I can go all sorts of things hopefully
CG, livefeed rehearsal, outings, services
These few months i have been going most of them illegally
Time to confidently tell them i am going
Yep.
I want watch 500 days of summer!!!!

Flu

2009-10-08T19:06:00.006+08:00

Man.. FLu and exams are realy making very sick..
Endure. One more day exam will be over and Flu too.
then Greater things are still there to be done. yea..

Past week made me
-felt so flowed with all things around me.
-felt so mercurial, out of control
-felt incarcerated inside this house

Flow? All the news i heard made me feel sad. Everywhere seems to be in crisis. Indonesia, Samoa, India, Vietnam...... like one week ever since i had this sorethroat all the disasters happened. Perdition happened. But we just had to learn to let this go. Made me feel that i have to shower. Shower the people you care with care. Shower the people you love with your mightiest love. Love is not just to receive. Love is also to give. Or else all may be too late. Someone may not get saved because of me.

Mercurial? Unsteady. The flu of mine seemed to be controlling my brain cells. I seemed like so blur. Almost forgotten to collect my fren biology paper today. But thankfully he handed me his paper with of course that word i am used to. Muhaha. But thats not the case, because of the medicine, super drowsy. So at night felt like fainting, but enduring to study. Little noises made me so irritated. Almost screamed. But never. My good sense of control saved me. Or else is like, suddenly screamed when they kindly told you to go sleep.. Later another ban.. but NEVER!! Unsteady fickling emotions will never good. Control is always greatly appreciated.

Incarcerated? STupid flu. Made me feel so trapped at home. Wanted to go out. But endure. this Saturday. I can make it.

But this stupid flu had helped me too. I don't need to go Malaysia tomoro. hahaha

Looking forward

2009-10-04T13:00:00.004+08:00

Never look back at the past. Look forward at the future
Looking forward to the place where loftiest love can be felt.
Treasure my things around me now too.
Tresure my home.
Tresure my friends.
Tresure my throat too...
Felt so sick now. Tuition at the morning and your sorethroat makes you really sick. haha
Never eat tibits for your lunch. I promise after Building fund i will treat myself a good meal. Really..
A super Duper Good meal!!!!

Stupefying

2009-10-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

Exams are good until now. So to say. Doing your exam in the hall is really a uphill task. The lights are so dim that if i were to close my eyes for a minute, i would just doze off.
But what really is the best is today. past 1 week sort of lost this vision and purpose in life. Whole mind is either just one big blank or persisting quandary. But after Transcendent Thursday, back to God again.
Then Zone F service today. At first can't because of my tuition teacher last minute change timing to 12.30pm, which sort of clashes with Zone F.. at first like wanted to give in to her request.. but thinking back Thursday, my conviction became stronger.
So I asked for a earlier timing...
In the end kena scolded and she said she wanted to quit me. Told me she is tired of my nonsense when it was her who changed the planned timing from yesterday to today. Well. I am tired of her nonsense too.
So today i had no tuition!
Then to listen to Dom preaching. Endurance. Superb! Its like so Woah.. A piece of jig saw puzzle fitting in perfectly to everyone empty hole.
Amazingos. Ready to conquer my life back again.

I felt loved!

2009-10-02T00:43:00.003+08:00

Everything suddenly became all right.
Shiok!
For brevity's sake. i will just say i am loved.
Love from my leaders.
Love from my friends
Love from everyone.
Love is one amazing word that can be described by a lot of beautiful words
Now all i can feel is the loftiest of the this love
Conquered exams! Here i go!

School starts.

2009-09-15T00:23:00.003+08:00

Whoops. School starts. Time to reach out. Bigger revival. =)
But nearly after school starts, sort of can't wait for holiday to start
Excited!
But immediately after exams over, going USA. oh man. then back on nov 1 and then 2 weeks of freedom because my family is not back yet from USA so, i can stay anywhere i want!
Around the singpore in 14 days.
Quite random post. muhaha
i m a happy man again.

Holiday is ending!

2009-09-13T20:07:00.004+08:00

HOliday is ending. How glad i am.=)
This holiday seems a bit meaningless. When holiday comes, it is supposed to be 'Freedom is here' . but it seems quite the opposite.
Well, the only awesome thing about holiday is stayovers. 09/09/09 is my first time stayover in church and its awesome! Overnight prayer meeting is ultra cool and thats my first time praying for 8 hours consecutively.=)
11/09/09. Terrorist attack. They force me to give up and quit this journey with Christ .But of course, i won't. It seems that they found out i went for overnight prayer meeting.LOL. But lost everything. My computer mouse, my Ipod, my handphone, my freedom. But i didn't lost you,God. I will not give up. =). Because i have fallen in love with you.
Though i sit in darkness, the Lord shall be my light - Micah 7:8

Overcoming problems

2009-09-07T14:00:00.005+08:00

I am still living in September 5. WOOLALA. such an awesome day. If i can time travel it will be one of this day that i will time travel to.
After all, that is the day that i shared my testimony and also did cam 5. Hang out with friends. SO much fun. HAHA

Arg. i just can't resist the temptation to post after i said i will not post until SA2. i promise this will be my last.
Because i had this revelation when i was doing my homework.
Just want to share it.haha
When i was doing my homework just now, i stumbled into some Circles question which i am weak at. Instead of finding the answer i just skip that question.Tuition teacher came. And she wanted me to find that answer. In the end i just knew how to do.
this is just like life. Everyone of us will have problems now and then. But why do some of them just overcome it quickly while some kept having the same problem over and over again? Which make me realise that it how the people do to face the problems.
Running away from the problem is like hiding the rubbish under the bed everytime the rubbish appear. Of course the rubbish will accumulate and one of this day the rubbish will just overflow, even bigger than last time. And now its hard to overcome.
Running away from the problem is also like transferring some bad eggs from one basket to the other. Of course the bad eggs are still there, but is only at others place. The problems will still appear and why can't we just find a way to get rid of the problems permanently instead of just hiding the problems?
Instead of running, why don't we just face these problems? isn't it better to overcome them instead of just running away from them when they are still there? For example, like just now. when i know the solution to the problems for my maths question, it felt like i have a breakthrough in my Circle chapter. Life is much better for me without worrying about my Maths topic now.
Getting a bigger breakthrough now.
Now i must overcome these problems i am having now.
HOlla. I just love receiving revelation from God.
This holiday is pretty good after all.

I love this day

2009-09-05T23:24:00.000+08:00

Today is a awesome day. haha.
The day when i shared my testimony and also had livefeed duty too. altogether it was fun.
found it so nice plus fun to share testimony. haha.
awesome day. hope that it could be the same every other day.
HAVING FAITH.
since i shared in my testimony. Living life with faith and convictions
i will.haha
ALWAYS.
NO MATTER WAD.
No more spectator life.hahaha
GOodbye. think i might not be posting anymore until SA2 which is october. haha. adios

My testimony of my life. (shorten)

2009-09-04T17:46:00.001+08:00

Life before that was quite boring, and sometimes I felt like a spectator and not a player in my life.
It all started in October 2008.I agreed to his invitation, which ended up helping me to “warm up” in this game of life. That day, I felt peace and joy.I loved the feeling.They made me feel welcome and comfortable.Life change.As I kept coming back, I grew in my convictions.I became stronger.The place became my home.I knew that I could not leave this place no matter what.I started to see a revival in my school.I have also caught the heart of serving.my life has been changed completely.I am not lazy anymore.I have a purpose in life. I live by faith and with convictions.My dream now is not just to lead,but to support.
Now, if you feel like you’re a spectator in life, I invite you to join the team today and lead a life of purpose and faith

HOGC 10th anniversary!

2009-08-30T00:10:00.003+08:00

Another great day over. sometimes just think why does a great day ends so fast and a bad days lasts so slow. Life can be a bit too weird.
Today is HOGC 10th anniversary! its so fun. spent the whole 11am to 9pm in church doing rehearsals and more rehearsals. Its great though. Cam 5 beside the stage is a whole new experience.
So service ended in a rocking way. Recorded the time when the 'explosives' (whats that) 'exploded' in a rocking way. Then balloons just flew down the whole auditorium. everyone bursting the balloons. Haha. So fun to record, if i did.
Yea. So another day ended. headache now. But its worth it. Serving.
Yep. Gonna go peeps. Arsenal VS Man U!

Hoo LA LA

2009-08-26T20:59:00.004+08:00

Hoooo la! CA2 is over. even though it should be the time people cheering, everyone was like mourning cause there is still lessons on after todays exam
Just immediately said yes days ago when i was asked to do Cam 5 this saturday. HOGC 10th anniversary! feel so honoured to be serving in HOGC one of the biggest event in the history.love to serve. just love to wake up at the weekend and say today is gonna be a perfect service.
Though sometimes is not totally perfect, just felt a joy seeing everyone worshipping when you are doing the Cams. But i will not succumbed to the devil spoiling this saturday cause it gonna be perfect! With faith.
The next 2 weeks gonna be a power packed week. lots of HOO LA LA stuffs coming up and i must not miss a thing man. let me CONQUER objections. Lets my results tell my parents. But right now my results kind of going down. pray that the following results i got will be good. Amen

Books are great

2009-08-25T20:51:00.002+08:00

Books can be so inspiring.
Always learnt something from there whenever i read finish a book
Regardless of which genre is it
Romance..
Fantasy..
Adventure..
Psychological...
All of them are just so inspiring!
Gonna read books more.

EXCITED!

2009-08-24T22:06:00.002+08:00

WHOOPS. i am really excited. REALLY EXCITED. TOO EXCITED!
i can't wait
i can't wait
i can't wait
this is the moment in life when i wish i can time travel.
That would be cool
Right now. excited.
i think i must calm down now.
Or else i can't study for exams tomoro. -.-

Things i have learnt lately

2009-08-24T13:18:00.002+08:00

Stars shine brighter without moon,
The hardest person to be is yourself
Sometimes other see us better than we see ourselves
Shoot for the moon, if you miss, you will land among the stars

CONQUER

2009-08-19T21:37:00.002+08:00

Will conquer exams in the next 7 days
The journey of the CONQUER 1--PART 1
Realised in 1 hour and 40 minutes
You can go Singpost eat Long John Silver
Take bus back to school
Went to dentist
Pluck out 2 teeth

I love Jap buffet

2009-08-18T20:38:00.002+08:00

Exams in 2 more days. Felt quite weird when all the other schools exams were over and i had just started. haha
Today is the first time that i am dismissed at 4.30pm-.-. Sec 3 History. -.- so in the end i miss everything outside of school.
Just came back from Japanese eat-all-you-can buffet. Delicious man! if i can get to eat it everyday i will be so fat ^^
I must save up too. spent 30 dollars today for mother's dinner. thank God that one of the things i am good at is financial planning. All the money i have been saving is all worth it. now for the remaining, i will noe what to do wif it. muhaha.

Focus on small things

2009-08-17T15:28:00.004+08:00

Yay. Life is amazing. Yesterday first livefeed duty since last month. so quite anticipating. haha..great and fun to serve God
2 things being surrounding me lately.
Firstly, Focus. I must focus! FOCUS on everything around me. not really very FOCUSed these few days. Seem really lethargic. Exams are round the corner. This thursday. I must do well. Mugging and FOCUSing
Secondly. Small THINGs. had also been hearing these a lot that past week. i dun noe why. Also gradually love this song 'all the small things'. Small things can be equally as important as Big things. Small things. These are the things that we must overcome and do in order we can proceed to big things. So lets start small first. Then do big. HAHA. Bigger things would come!
Thus combined: FOCUS TO DO SMALL THINGS.
Then big things would come.
AWESOME
I need a book to read! i am so bored now. live after time travelers wife is (haha)......Can't wait for the great plans Nic Luo is talking about

Next book next great story

2009-08-13T20:20:00.004+08:00

Yay! i finally read finished Time TRaveler wife! after like about 3 weeks? i am reading extrmely turtle. but that book rocks! but felt quite weird because normally love story is like for gals? well. i dun noe. i just randomly pick one from the popular and i had made the right choice.
after reading that book .haha. i am quite 'touched' by that last part. 'i saw her,and it was you. that was you as an old woman,in the future.......i won't tell you anymore, so you can imagine it, so you can have it unrehearsed when the time comes, as it will, as it does come. We will see each other again,clare. until then, live fully present in the world, which is so beautiful.'
Then i was like thinking, imagining. what if the one that changed my life appeared in front of me. then he suddenly called me wait for him 50 years later, in order to go with him.
i think i will like sian sian. giving me a clue then just suddenly disappear. hmmm. but will i wait? we will see how.
Gonna find another good book to read.another genre hopefully. too much love story is bad for health. i guess
okok. i gonna mug. exams next thursday.but first livefeed duty on sunday! I miss serving.its like 1 month now since i last had duty. how i can't wait for sunday.

QT with PIANO!

2009-08-08T23:39:00.004+08:00

Qt today was wonderful. First time having QT with the piano. and that is awesome.
My first worship song ever played: 'And now my lifesong sings'
'Once was lost, but now i'm found' I am found again.
HAHA. Comforting myself with this. One Saturday without any service really is plain...BORING.

Peace and Quiet

2009-08-08T00:49:00.006+08:00

Night is peaceful. Night is nightmare. Sometimes, having both of them in one night is pretty confusing.
one amazing and fun CG(i learn that freshly squeezed lemon juice is ULTRA nice) and G.I.JOE (Not bad) in bugis
Anyway. I just imagine myself living all by myself living in the mountain area. Maybe i will live in Nepal one day^^ that would be cool. there. the place is like so quiet and peaceful. and That what i need.
BUt right now. QT !!
Another best way to heal my wounds. muhaha
Though i am in darkness, light will come and heal the dark^^

Supporting role

2009-08-04T17:12:00.003+08:00

Inspired by those. Inspired by all.
felt so awesome now. Had this revelation. Want to be the person who may not be the one who lead, but also sharing the burden of the of all people. Supporting role you can say.
Just like in soccer, you may no be the one who score. but without the great pass to the scorer, there will be no goals. Well. i want to be the one who will contribute the most assists to the people around me. If it is possible, if there is a chance to score. WHY NOT?

INSPIRED (Enjoy)
'I am finished and done with low living, sightwalking, small planning, smooth knees, colorless dreams, tame visions,mundane talking, cheap giving, and dwarfed goals.' --Part of Fellowship of the Unashamed.

2 men went fishing. One was an experienced fisherman, the other wasn't.Every time the experienced fisherman caught a big fish, he put it in his ice chest to keep it fresh. Whenever the inexperienced fisherman caught a big fish, he threw it back. The experienced fisherman watched this go on all day and finally got tired of seeing this man waste good fish. "Whydo you keep throwing back all the big fish you catch?" he asked.The inexperienced fisherman replied, "I only have a small frying pan."
Sometimes, like that fisherman, we throw back the big plans, big dreams, big jobs, big opportunities that God gives us. Our faith is too small. We laugh at that fisherman who didn't figure out that all he needed was a bigger frying pan; yet how ready are we to increase the size of our faith?Whether it's a problem or a possibility, God will never give you anything bigger than you can handle. That means we can confidently walk into anything God brings our way.
You can do all things through Christ (Philippians 4:13).
Nothing is too big for God. Stop telling God you've got big problems, but instead tell your problems to a big God!
I live by faith

No more worry.Just Do it

2009-08-01T22:34:00.002+08:00

Well, I'm sorry if it sounds kinds sad,
It's just that I'm worried.
So worried that you'll let me down
-Shaking Stevens
Well. i am not worried anymore. Why worry when you know it cannot be prevented or when you can just do something about that problem?
I know i am a bit lag.But FOP yesterday is just awesome! I know i have to do so something when i know there is CCA yesterday, i did it. and had a breakthrough in me. The atmosphere is just wonderful.HOGC totally rocked the whole Indoor Stadium!
Today was awesome TOO! Folo up (3 more lessons to go!) and then main service. Bigger!!!!
Flow with Yx. THinking that Revival is too small. Need to respone. NOW! We need to be BIGGER. Let get BETTER!
Also think i am too skinny. I need to do something to grow fatter.^^
Symptons of Bigorexia

I am not afraid

2009-07-30T21:04:00.004+08:00

Screwed up my whole planner.
Not going to NP tomoro.
Sick of this whole unproductive work.
Wan to go FOP tomoro.
But everything just screwed up.
Handphone just screwed up too.
Communication lost
Devil i am not afraid of you.
All the things you do
Are just worthless
Also...
Just this talk with my tutor,
She had this voices in her head
that always around her
Which i think is because of the medicine.
But she prayed and everytime,
The voices just disappeared after that
She is now having 3 sleepless nights
Gonna pray for her
... ... ... ...
I need a BREAKTHROUGH
...hmmm...

Plan~Plan~Plan

2009-07-28T18:10:00.004+08:00

Planning this weekend today, and if everything goes smoothly it will go like tat
31/7 Friday---~~POP~~/ FOP/ PO..Hopefully
1/8 Saturday---Tuition at 11p-1pm in my cousins house in tampinese then chiong to paya lebar at 3.30pm for folo up with ivan. service at 5-7 ^^. after that Ministry meeting and it will be a wonderful day. muhaha
2/8 Sunday---Tuition in my tuition teacher house. Eat Roti Prata with them. THen invite tutor and her husband to go for FOP! had a fun time from 8am to 3pm. go to Kallang Indoor stadium at 4.10pm! For usher. Cool. My first usher, which is at FOP! awwwwesome!
Really felt so excited for life man.^^

The true meaning

2009-07-28T18:00:00.004+08:00

Just Overslept. hmmm...first afternoon nap this semester
Good old future.
Though some may just cold war with you
Some may sneer and laugh at you
Some may just threaten you
But just really. who cares when you have Jesus in your life.
Having fun with classmates
The same classmate who always ate lunch with you
The classmate who always played soccer one touched pass with you
The classmate who went to same church with you
The classmate who shared stories of his with you.
This is what friend is, RIGHT?

Breakthrough of 7!

2009-07-25T17:30:00.002+08:00

Today is just amazing!
Firstly, when my father dun allow me go CG, i was like kinda down.just looked at my previous post. gosh. Just settled down on the floor alone and talked for some time. (since i woke up at 7am)
Then i switched on the computer to blog and just then the phone rings.Gosh. My father say i can go CG! At 9.30am. the time CG was intended to start. i am like HAH! ^^ i rushed like i never rushed before.
Zone F service was exceptionally powerful! Lynette preached the same thing i was thinking , about someone just yesterday! about CG. Just hope that someone will received it into his heart, and me too. NO more Benchwarmer. I am not going to be like Bojinov of Man City now, Adam Morrison of LA Lakers. yea. Rise up. Just like what Evan Baxter of Evan Almighty is called to build the ark. Thats a funny movie. lol
YAY! today MSHS reached a breakthrough of 7! getting closer and closer to 10!

Confused by their ways

2009-07-25T09:17:00.004+08:00

Getting ultra and super irritated.
When she allow, he dun allow. when he allow, she dun allow.
The best way of ganging me.
Anyway. Service gonna be amazing.

Solar eclipse

2009-07-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

A shoulder to cry on. Song of the week for me.
CHORUS
And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You wont be alone
Ill be there
Ill be your shoulder to cry on
Ill be there
Ill be your friend to rely on
When the whole worlds gone
You wont be alone cause
Ill be there

Story book of the week. The Time Traveler's Wife
Love that book. 50pages/day. Estimated to finish on July 29
Yea. the movie will be out on AUGUST 14. AWESOME

Things are happening. H1n1 is beginning to enter and attack my life. but nothing to destroy the light.
Since today is Solar eclipse. Micah 7;8. find this out. muhaha.

I love my new storybook

2009-07-20T20:55:00.009+08:00

Woohoo..just bought this amazing book called 'The Time Traveler's Wife' i can't stop reading.
This weekend is simply awesome. AE weekend. My father came on Saturday too. felt that he had less control over me going for services, even though i came yesterday too. He joked he will go up stage to sing in the middle of the scolding by my mom. lol. i love randoming.
Watched Hary Porter yesterday in bishan with denzel and hang siang as well as my family. lol. so long winded. i might as well wasted this 2 hours on the time traveler's wife.
Gosh. just got questioned who who who is that person. by nic luo. made mi so stressed up. Shy. i like everyone forgive me.
But i will say. i now love my new storybook.
Clare
I am Henry now.

See straits time man!

2009-07-17T17:11:00.003+08:00

Kinda feel a bit sian because i can't go CG just now due to PO. why is it always the parents that make you feel kinda down?
YX Daryl just say something . 'when you are down, you still worship. it show that he strong' ^^
HOGC is on STRAITS TIME! AWESOME YO
I am reading it now
http://www.straitstimes.com/Breaking+News/Singapore/Story/STIStory_404344.html

PIMPLE

2009-07-15T23:06:00.003+08:00

My pimple on my right cheek is killing me! it may burst and explode anytime now.
O level Chinese Oral today. Muhaha. Stumble a lot. Stammer a lot. Don't expect very high marks for today. But never mind. Though theres is no next time. i just know that HE will be watching me, guiding me. haha. i may not conquer this, but i will conquer others.
Next few days lots and lots of test . they are killing me too.
Imagine being killed by your big pimple and tests. LOL

Me:老师午安
(after lots of stammering on the reading passage)
Examiner:在理工学院里的学生打扮得很随便（拖鞋等），学校规定学生们不能穿拖鞋等等，请谈谈你的看法
Me:我对这个消息感触良多，这个吗...talk crap...
Examiner:那你知道理工学院里的学生不可以穿校服的吗？
Me: (-.-) 不知道 (even though i noe)
Examiner: SHOCK dao! pause for a while..(.lol.) then talk...

DUn wan say le. wahaha

Impacted

2009-07-14T16:02:00.008+08:00

Suddenly felt like posting. Got inspired.Finally found out the meaning of John 12:25 during folo up with Ivan on saturday.
"the man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life."
If a life of selfish desire and self-pleasure is lived, then the reward of life in heaven will be lost. But if a person hates his life, loving Christ more, he will keep it, and there will be reward in heaven.
yea.This week had been great. Though didn't get to see AR bernard due to unforeseen circumstances on friday and Malaysia trip on sunday. Learnt a lot this few days, esp on saturday Zonef F and folo up
Read a lot of blogs recently. Got impacted by some. Took away my recent nagging doubts. Felt lost. but now i am back again.

LIVEFEED FAmily photos 13.07.09

Me and Jonathan

Steamboat buffet: The first 5 to surrender

Men United Conference^^

2009-07-10T15:47:00.006+08:00

Another weird dream! about mens united conference. Weird. Saw it in my planner in that dream. Wow..i plan in my dream. COOL!
I have plan for this week. THus its one good week. Peaceful. NO scoldings from parents. AWESOME! Just told my father about AR Bernard today. I want to go for this friday service and this is one big chance! Father going to church and I can get to see AR bernard. Now waiting for answer from father. Waiting ^^
before ending. just want to say i am the complete opposite of Anorexia, which is bigorexia. Obsessed with the idea of being too skinny. WOW!

Resist temptation

2009-07-08T23:52:00.004+08:00

Just had this strangest dream today. I dreamt in my sleep that i had been offered cigarette and i accept it.(Its just a DREAM!) I smoked without lighter . It felt nice. That smoky feeling in my throat. Woke up from that weird dream. Realised the 'smoky' feeling is caused by my sore throat. I told my frens this strange dream. They think my brain had gone crazy. LOL
Then i just wonder and wonder today. Why did i had this dream? Some may think its just RANDOM. But i finally found the answer during quiet time. Fliped through my my prayer book and my bible. Saw one part in my prayer book about The Quicksand to TEmptation.
Luke 4:2 . Realised that i had been tempted by lots of stuff.. Tempted by laziness. Tempted by pride. And even tempted by Facebook. (LOL). knew that these temptations will sooner or later get mi into trouble. Must resist these temptations. Just like how i should resist these "cigarettes" and not enjoying these smoky feeling. lol. Who would enjoy sore throat?

Finally a good day

2009-07-05T00:18:00.006+08:00

Glad that i woke up at 8am today. If not i would spend a boring time at home. Its like someone calling to wake up. and thankfully i folo, dizzily. Then suddenly my father told me i can go CHURCH today! and today zone f service, Dom talked about True Follower! COOL! Because of this, my faith had gone a whole new level!
It seems like today is one of the best day i had this week. Cam 1 today. Not very good due to lack of practice. Can't go for rehearsal due to personal reasons-.-. but kent munsey was COOL!
and i looked quite blur too. i mistake Shi Han as Josh. Imagine it!

Standing even stronger

2009-07-03T18:56:00.006+08:00

Currently facing lots of problems lately.Friends, Family and everything around me all just aiming against me. Tear dripping down these 5 days. This week is like so short yet so long and far. Just want to bow down and just sing in my broken voice..AKA "ZHAO SIA" ^^
Been reading this book given from my an unexpected person (tuition teacher). REad one part."When the Failure of others Test our faith". One Revelation suddenly appear. I must stand strong throughout this whole period.Though it may be hard, but i got great friends around me. My true friends.Then randomly flip on to the bible. And it went to the Chapter on JOBs. Read the whole chapter. kinda resemble. yeas!
Then Flip on to Joshua 1:5..i must STAND STRONG!

Last day of holiday

2009-06-28T21:56:00.006+08:00

Last day of holiday. though its a last day of holiday,this is in fact one of the greatest 'last day of holiday' i have ever had! well..here goes
Cam 5 first time today. Train and train and train.^^
Saw Hs and Hong Yang in church. wow.Amazing. its gonna be from 4 becoming to 8 people.
Seats For 20!
Today Zone F crew is amazing! Pastor Lia talked about today Livefeed and Lights being most all zone F! wow. while she was talking about that, i was panning the Cam 5 and then the headphone say. "everyone talking about you everyone about you". -.-..people thinks i am mad as i am panning while smiling to myself. i saw one guy looking at me, while i was panning and he was like starring at me. lols
Before i end, just want to give this sentences.
Positive thinking is tonic to us
Negative thinking is toxic to us
To this person :Rememeber that!

Do not worry

2009-06-26T15:00:00.011+08:00

Whoops! Weekend is drawing near Pastor Joakim is coming here YO! Its gonna be amazing,because it will definitely change lives of us!^^
Just came across a chapter in this book. It is quite good. so i shall just copy it down.
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"Testimonies abound rich and famous, after having it all shal experience a void in their lives. a meaningful vertical relationship with God, as well as loving horizontal relationships with people would bring much wholeness and fullness to life. Pray more and worry less. For worry is like a rocking chair; it keeps you busy but it gets you nowhere. And don't overly worried about what others would think of you, because most times they are not thinking about you. They have their own problems to think about, RIGHT?"
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Shall end now.haha

Livefeed TEAM C!!!!! boo hoo i am not there^^

Seize the day

2009-06-24T01:14:00.003+08:00

Today talked to Nick Luo on some stuffs. He asked me what my dream was, and others stuffs.. Yea.. then it linked me back to this inspirational sentence. 'Seize the Day'.
Sometimes i just wonder how time flies..Those kindergarden days, those 3 or 4 room flats days all seem to flash by quickly. Really quickly, i had just grew from a innocent 5 years old children, to a 15 years old teenager , knowing the world is not as innocent as i used to thought. the world been revolving these few words 'money' and others like fame, power. God created money. thus money is not evil. yes. But the love for money is.
I stil love this world.because God created this world and me
Been very inspired these few days. Thus decided to post today. Yea
Live your days with life, not live your life with days. Great sentence yo!

White

2009-06-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

Why Do Doctors Wear White Coats?
lol..Don know that white coats are so bad..that doctors' iconic white lab coats contribute to the spread of infection....what about white shirt???.tsk
jus because a white lab coat says "I am a scientific healer" means that doctors should wear white coats? LOL.
A bit crazy about all these things. White symbolise purity. White symbolise Innocence. A bit of stereotyping. but thats not the reason why i always wear white shirts yo! xD
Dun noe why i post this post. Suddenly remember about Dom preaching last month about stereotyping. Just wan to make sure i do not sterotype again..haha
http://slate.com/id/2220925/?GT1=38001

Peter Generation

2009-06-20T18:34:00.001+08:00

i want to change my blog skin, because my (8 year old?) cousin say my blog very scary.. but after 30 minutes of searching, i give up yo..
i had checked my previous 20 messages that i sent today (phone) and 19/20 of them consist of this word 'yo'

Today was great. folo up with ivan before the Zone F service. 4 types of ground , the stony , the sandy with a lot of rocks, the thorns , and the good soil. what am i? what are yours?
I suddenly remember the Zone F revival night. HE challenged me the price of the Arsenal Jersey . the one which i am about to save up to buy. So by end of the next month, YO! it gonna be amazing
ZOne F service is great. The Peter GEneration. after service Marcus and the rest joked and talked. Marcus Peter Tan. Denzel Peter Ng. Peter Tan Wen Cong. Edmund Peter Ching. =.= and a lot a lot more HAHA.

Work is tiring yo... Thursday and Friday got the experience of working in my father's office again. These 2 days kinda bored but energetic.Lots of paperwork. Get to see the plan of Sentosa Amusement Park Zone Egypt.
first 5 minutes of work. ENTHU
Next 10 minutes.SOSO
Next 20 minutes.Plug on the earpiece listen to some Songs.Liberty ROX!
Next 20 minutes.Take a biscuit from my bag and start chewing them
Next 5 hours.GO on until i finish these paperworks.
Thus next week gonna rest and take a rest before preparing for holiday
YAY. now i only OWN denzel money!!! (aaron wahahaha)

Horoscopes

2009-06-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

These few days quite tiring but fun yo...lol..dun noe why..been saying yo at almost every sentence these few days...=.=
OUting and more outings these few days..haha..monday bowling with YX they all played bowling and arcade.
Tuesday went to cage. scored a pathetic 2 goals but create a lot of ASSISTS yo!
WEdnesday..went for livefeed Rehearsal. haha..REhearsal for CAM 5 ..wahahah. First time cam 5..lol ..very confused with the panning...nid more practice yo.
Been wondering just now about just now. Lol..almost laughed out loud. "Big Sister" Sylvia said 双鱼座 people (pierces???) is very nice..and she said i am..Sort of=.= Wakaka..LOL.i dun really know about horoscopes..dun really Sterotypes people with horoscopes..HAHA
I am getting crazier and crazier

SECOND time Cam 2

2009-06-14T22:25:00.002+08:00

Beautiful Day. Today service was great too! Done Cam 2 today. my second time. Excited. Fun. ROcks. haha
Did Cam 2 with Charmaine lee, i did "The way" , "Lifesong" and the offering song while she did the rest.
Think i did better than my previous Cam 2 two weeks ago. Did not panic when i came up stage. wahaha. So felt quite satisfied. but i noe i can do better..haha
A great life ahead of mi. Cherish man. Gonna Chiong Outings this week because i noe i can't next week because of remedial lessons held in schools. Awww.. but June 28 ..Cam 5!!!..lols..end of holiday.

Zone F camp 09

2009-06-12T00:53:00.000+08:00

Zone F camp is great! though is a bit sad i can't stay over today because my mom wan mi to come bak home to be prepared for My tuition later on
Did a lot of great stuff in the camp. But the most exciting of the camp is the services held at the Girl Brigade. Felt something special inside my whole body that day..Feeling is undescripable. i have also make a promise that i will not be depressed again. Because with faith, i should not be depressed. thus June 9 will be the last time getting depressed.

Conversation with Hang Siang on Msn

2009-06-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

Conversation between mi and Hang Siang on June 9 12.41am

Bella Cullen says:
i am married to edward so naturally i will follow him and drink animal blood
㣧㣧㣧ED Mund㣧㣧㣧 www.latwisters.blogspot.com/ says:
You gay? ( still confused)
Bella Cullen says:
wad ?
i am his wife
i am bella
wait a moment, alice wanna tok to u
㣧㣧㣧ED Mund㣧㣧㣧 www.latwisters.blogspot.com/ says:
lame la
Alice Cullen says:
hi eddie!
oh, u smell nice!
㣧㣧㣧ED Mund㣧㣧㣧 www.latwisters.blogspot.com/ says:
oh course
Bella Cullen says:
hey alice, can u keep ur thoughts to urself?
he is my husband frien
we cant touch him
Alice Cullen says:
fine! srry edmund

If you get this joke. you are smart.
Clue. Hang Siang is implying that Bella Swan is his _____
LOL...some crazy Twilight die hard fan.

My Reflection

2009-06-06T21:39:00.000+08:00

Been thinking of a word since the Sentosa outing..just one single word..which is 'change'. That is one great word. just check dictionary.com and type in this word and you can find lots and lots of meaning that can describe change.
For me, this word "change" has quite a impact on me. Yesterday night just settled down on my bed and think of the pass 8 months ever since i had came to HOGC, well..there is quite a lot of ups and downs this 8 months..sometimes feeling depressed . Sometimes feeling SHIOK. (though most of it have been SHIOK) but it had been a great 8 months..how fast time flew!
So last night i had settled down reflecting on my pass 8 months..after listening to the sermon screening on yesterday. which one part Bill Wilson talked about everyday he settled down in the evening and think what has gone wrong or gone right that day. Think that i had changed, but i will change more! change into someone who will be more than just follower, but be more faithful! but i will not change my cheerful and happy-going character la! haha
Today had Follow up with Ivan in Suntec City(JustNOOdle). it is amazing..learn quite a lot and can't wait for the next folo up! yea!

Can someone kill my boredom?

2009-06-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

To tell the truth..boredom is one of the reason i started blogging again.. So bored at home..arg..that is also one of the reason why i have been going out of home this few days too
Monday went to Sentosa outing with zone F..quite fun..first time been to sentosa since 5 or 6 years ago..so quite refreshing to be there again. Went to the beach. Revived my childhood memories by building sandcastles..found it to be very fun..and challenging too..kip stacking up the walls with sands so that the water will not enter the castle..so about 4 hours plus plus wasted. Also went to swim..Thus my whole pants all wet.But it just killed another afternoon.
tHE WORST part of that day is the lunch..Rice with beansprouts and some chicken got 5 dollars..think i got cheated.
Then Tuesday went to Hang Siang house..watched twilight and played some kungfu xbox game..all the way to 6.30pm...FUN FUN man..but i still do not know the main objective of coming to his house..just because i am bored..
Then today..ultra boring day..went for CCA do one boring course..i just COUNTDOWN from 8pm to 5.30 pm..but in the end dismissed at 4.30pm...
Taxi fare from YIo Chu kang to serangoon mrt cost 22dollars..arg...wasted of money..i will take the bus tomoro..hahaha
Can't wait for Saturday man!!! this is the only day that i can't wait!!

First time on CAM 2

2009-05-30T21:12:00.001+08:00

Superb day! went to church at 9am for Livefeed rehearsal until 11am..learnt a lot of new shots..yea..ultra cool.. then went for record the basketball tourament held in church..from 11am to 1pm, record for 30minutes, eaten lunch (KFC) , and rested for a while
1.30 to 3.30pm..Zone F Service! It was COOL and GREAT man! you people who are reading this blog should have come today..lol
3.30pm to 5pm..Did Prep for Cam 2 .which i am in charge..ultra nervous because this is my first time on Cam 2. but overall quite fun..which i think is the main objective of serving GOD! yea
but during service (5pm to 7.30pm) sort of screwed up ..can't seem to listen as carefully as i can last Cam duty which is April 26( CAM 4) . Don't know what i am really doing, make some mistakes.. but still is FUN! filming the drums and the bass guitar plus the BVs ultra ROCKIN!
Walking home in Black shirt, Black pants, ALL BLACK in a dark BLACK night ROx! Looks ultra cool. ultra cooling..Muhahaha
Holiday..but i think i am not even having a holiday at all...next week will be a ultra sian day..NP..hiaz
Owe more than 4 people money ( Gavin, Jun Wei, Yu Xiang, Jing Fen) ..arrrr..now i noe what is felt like being so poor...

The day i been to Circle Line MRT

2009-05-28T18:18:00.001+08:00

Went to Science Centre Today..my 2nd visit to the centre, so nothing new. Roam around for the whole 2 hours. think the most memorable in the science Centre is hiding in the dark hall with Hang Siang, Gavin, Dave, Jun Jie and Ronnie . but in the end chased out by a person in charge there.
Been to circle line mrt. It is great. Going to Junction 8 Bishan to watch a movie will be ultra convenience!!!

Excited for this weekend! It will be Great! A ultra busy day ..Looking forward to it man...=)

I am so tall

A close up short in the tunnel in CIrcle Line

2nd DAY of RED RAIN!!!

2009-05-24T19:52:00.000+08:00

Let me talk about this weeked..IT WAS GREAT!!! REd rain was rocking !!
lets talk about saturday first, should have been in Puala Ubin...but suddenly sick, so in the end go for RED RAIN! er hmmm....
So on saturday, while the NPs were doing activities, i was at home and also in church..lols..the songs were rocking..esp like the song called Symphony and another song i forgotten..while the NPs were singing purple light??? tomoro you ask tay han..hehe
then today..went to church at around 12pm..did duty CABLE ASSISTANT.. ultra nice..though it is like a minor role compared to other roles like CAM and DIrector..but still it was nice Coiling and Uncoiling..kip forgetting which direction to coil so kip tangling most of the concert-.- then one part is Dance competition..i saw Hong Yang almost went up stage to dance..but the others were quick enuff..or else i think i will shout for him!!! like sec 1 or 2 that time
If i am not wrong May 30 will be my second CAM 4 ..wahaha..rock! can't wait next week
NOW NOW...now quite scared..have to make excuse letter to hand in why i did not go for NP camp (stc) -.-.. then again have to make another excuse letter why i did not go school that friday..BECAUSE i am SICK! (headache)

the day i spent the whole assembly in Study Area because of DK

2009-05-21T16:45:00.000+08:00

scolded again by DK(discipline master) for my hair again...huh!?? i yesterday cut hair until so short but have to cut again because of my hair behind is not SLOPE..-.- ..
God is Great!!! been praying these few days that today will rain so that i will get drenches so that i might have a chance to get sick..sounds stupid..lols.. but after middle of interclass soccer..i went home and suddenly it rained!!! it rained and rained until i had reached home..then it stopped..While walking home the past 10 minutes, felt so happy that my prayer is fulfiled..hehe..now waiting for the next process...which i still can't tell you
RED RAIN RED RAIN!!! it rained again! today it is colourless . but this weekends' gonna be RED!!!

Day that i receive my results

2009-05-19T16:22:00.000+08:00

can't believe i score so 'well' for my PHysics MY exam. thought i will do badly.
Here are my results:
E math - A2
A math - B3
Physics - B3
Chem - B3
Social Studies - C6
English - C5
HIgher Chinese -C6
Geog - NOt given out
Biology -Not given out

Rawls.so lousy in Language.
Sort of pray everytime when teaches are giving out results..LOL! Thank God i did not fail any..FOR now LA!
Remeber John 3:16 when i pray.. "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life". this concerns this week soon-to-be activity, and thus shall not spill the beans to anyone...HEHE
Thursday INter Class Soccer...dun noe if i wan to participate not..so sian now..hiax..Go slack now..haha..Naruto 26 CHIONG!
REDRAIN!?!?!?!?

Marking Day

2009-05-18T13:49:00.000+08:00

As red rain is coming , and now is raining going to post todaes post in RED!
INter class is cancelled today. so going to stay home all day long
Had a fun weekend man! Saturday HS tayhan jinn liang jacky come my house for stayover after i had Zone F service. ate Pizzas for dinner plus lots of fun things. Tau Pok Jinn liang since May 17 is his bday. Slept at 4am , ultra tiring. played with Tay Han Football manager 08 all day
Sunday: Woke up at around 12pm before sort of rushed them out of my home at 2.30pm. Chiong to Church for Sunday service. Another powerful service. but the whole service my stomach was aching like mad, ultra unbearable. After the service head for Livefeed meeting. then after Livefeed meeting headed down to join NIcholas LUo and the rest at KFC for dinner.
NOW. dun noe wad i am doing. maybe going to play football manager08 or wad la..
REDRAIN!!!!!

The day i go cage and go out too with CG

2009-05-15T23:36:00.000+08:00

Ultra tiring.
After exams go Cage, score more than 10 goals even though half of the matches being a defender. haha
then from 3pm to 4.20pm went from Kallang to Dhoby Gourt by Bus 158 with Sean, Jun Jie Jun Fu, YY and Ronnie and by Mrt with Cheryl we coincidentally met.
Then after buy cake for birthday SA boy called i think is (Kleon?) ate dinner and watched movie Star Trek. Think its better than Star Wars.
Tata...Excited for tomoro! Zone F service plus Friends stayover.......WOAH!

The day Tay han and Jacky come my house

2009-05-14T22:32:00.001+08:00

Yea man...Exams are sort of over except for Higher Chinese Listening Compre..so can relAX!

Red Rain!!!!! visit www.redrain.sg !!!!!

Ultra good day. Tay han and Jacky come my house. PLay Monopoly and computer. Own monopoly..lols

Got ultra 'huminilated' by Jacky hidden video. for more information please visit Facebook or Jacky blog.....but i urge you not to see^.^ ultra lame...